A friend in need is a friend in deed......

I'm just trying to avoid you in my life, as you wanted it
but the love you have showed me doesn't allow me to do that
we have been talking eachother open heartedly
we have shared our happiness and sadness
I have been happy with your friendship
you wanted to leave all your friends as someone broke your trust
It doesn't mean everyone you have trusted will break your heart
please don't avoid your friends like this
at this point of time, you require a friend with whom you can share your feelings
leaving everyone and staying alone will not cure you forever
I'm just concerned about your happiness in your life
I don't mind if you break our friendship or avoid me or scold me
but I would request you not break your friendship with your best buddies
Only your friends can cure you and make you comfort in your life
Please try to understand the importance of a friend in your life and act accordingly

Please don't kill our friendship...........

I have just requested to sustain our friendship
I don't know what happen, suddenly you started avoiding me
but still I have tried to console you
you ignored me completely
I have apologized you and begged you for our friendship
you didn't care for me and didn't listen to what I said
You just wanted our friendship to die and remove the closeness between us
I fought aginst you to keep our friendship alive
but you killed me in your life as I'm irritating you
I thought you liked my friendship
but never thought that you will leave me alone like this :(

my feelings in this stupid life.......

Closing my eyes most of the time to cover my sufferring
I'm wearing a smile to hide my pain
Time moves very slow when we wanted it to move fast
I'm addicted to internet, now finding difficult to avid
I became close to my friends, now its hard to remove that closeness
Everyone says it's beautiful life but I never found any beauty in my life
I feel its a stupid life without love in any relation
I just feel its a stupid life without any happiness

My life doesn't deserve to be happy........

I'm living in my dreams without any hopes
I'm living in this world with my body present and mind absent
This world has made my heart into tiny pieces which will never be fixed
I though I will find happiness at some point of time
but I realised that I doesn't deserve happiness for this life
I guess someone will be happy watching me crying
and he wants to make sure that I will never be happy
I'm living in this world as I dont have anyother option

Mistakes of my life.........

I felt all my friends are happy with my friendship
but that's not true
I'm forcing them to be happy
I'm irritating them by calling them to meet everyone
I'm irritating them on their birthdays by wishing them
I guess people like to have their freedom
I have to change my views of life
I though I should call everyone and stay in touch
I thought everyone should maintain their friendship by meeting atlease once a month
I'm proved to be wrong..as I'm loosing my friends with this kind of mentality
I'm trying to share love in our relation and be friendly
I guess they are not in a position to take it as they are filled with love
and my love is overflowing and its irritating them
I promise myself that I will never disturb any of my friends
Atlease I will try so by keeping myself busy :(

Please forgive me

If I make any mistake plz correct me
If I irritate plz tell me straigh on my face
I don't know how to talk, please teach me
Please forgive me if I commit any sins without my knowledge
Each and every person in my life is important for me
Please don't leave me alone in this world
I'm making all the efforts to make my friendship alive
but still people are leaving me
If you face any difficulty in my friendship just tell me
I will try to improve, but dont walk away from my life :(

Inception of love....

It all started when I was dreaming of you
while recollecting the stages of our life
I have been watching you since my childhood
You played a lot with me when we were kids
As we grew up, you started sharing everything with me
we were just like more then best friends
I didn't realize your importance when you are with me
I'm realising your importance in my life when you are away
I'm missing you, I haven't felt so in my entire life for anyone
I'm missing you as I have started loving you
I have not realised that love is the bonding that exists between us
Now, I just want to express my love saying "I Love You"

plz stay away from me girls

At times people ask me "what is ur opinion on girls why do you stay away from them" then I said :

I feel like girls are natural beauty
they attract everyone with their beauty
they are like complex numbers but I'm not good at complex numbers
they are sweet but I'm elergic to sweets
they are good at expressing with their faces
but I have not studies face reading subject
they can play games with heart very well
but I'm weak hearted already had broken it once
they are very emotional but I don't know how to deal with emotions
I respect girls but cannot sacrifice this beautiful life
I always say every girl only onething.
I want to enjoy this life stay away from me :D