Why should I...............

I loved a girl from my heart,
I want to tell my love to her,
but I failed to do so,
I am feeling the pain of that,
Tears shed from my eyes.

I am unable to control my feelings,
So I proposed her with my friends support,
I don't know what went wrong,
She rejected my proposal,
I am unable to digest it.

My feelings are hurting me,
I am loosing concentration of my life,
but she is enjoying her life,
She is very happy on the other side.

Then I questioned myself,
Why should I care a girl who dont care me,
why should I waste my time,
Why should I feel the pain,
Why should I waste my life.