but I know that I'm doing against my wish
I don't know whether I want the pain of being alone,
or I want to suffer myself
I don't know why I have changed,
but I know that I have changed completely
I don't know whether I have to follow my heart,
or I have to follow my brain
I don't know whether I like the chanfge or,
I sould be like my olden days
I don't know if I can be happy as both have left me with the pain
