I have changed....Oops sorry people and time has changed me...

Those are the days I have tried to be happy
These are the days I lost my hope and trust
Those are the days I used to smile for everything
These are the days I started crying for nothing
Those are the days I used to love my relation
These are the days I'm sufferring with Philophobia
Those are the days I used to make friends
These are the days I'm staying away from everyone
Time and people has changed me a lot

Prema leni chota neenu lenu........

Telari lechedi kanirutho ratri padukunedi kanirutho
Neenu jeevinchedi nee kalalatho
Nuvvu na nundi dooranga vellipoyavu naku kaniru migilchi
Neen epudu alochinchedi bratikedi prema kosame
E lokam lo dabu vuna valake chotu
Inka prema tho evariki pani ledu
Prema leni chota naku paniledu

Who are girls.........

They are very simple but complicated in their thoughts
they are nice but difficult to handle
they are innocent but very dangerous with their thinking
they are caring but very rash with their decisions
they are stable but mind keeps rotating
they say sorry for everything but will never forgive when we say
they are strong but we have to handle with care

Note: THESE ARE MY OWN FEELINGS NOT INTENDED TO HURT ANYONE. PLEASE DON NOT TAKE IT PERSONALLY.

My current situation.........

I'm living in my dreams without any hopes
Sinking in sorrow and flying with my writings
decreasing friends and increasing the pain
never love the trust and never trust the love
It hurts when we know that both doesn't exist
But life should goon what ever happens to it

She's gone....

She's gone to make her life happy
She's gone leaving me alone
She's gone breaking the love
She's gone breaking my trust on her
She's gone deleting all the memories
She's gone making my life miserable
She's gone taking my heart
She's gone providing no reason for whom I should live

Please break the silence...........

I have been thinking of our friendship every second
I have lost in my own thoughts
I'm missing our friendship all these days
you promised me that you will be normal in few days
I don't know how long I have to wait for it
I have been waiting for you in this silence
still waiting for it as I don't have any other option left
you have closed all the channels to communicate with you
Please don't be silent
I can't express my feelings during this period
I'm dying since our friendship is silent for a long time
you might have your reasons for being silent
but I have my fear of loosing you forever
Forgive me if any of my moves has made you silent
Get back to normal and retain our friendship
Please break this silence you have maintained all these days

I'm sorry....

Sorry has a lot of meaning
Its not easy to say sorry if you have made a mistake
If we don't say sorry the guilt within us will kill us
Please accept and forgive the one who said sorry
Please realise that its not just a word
its a feeling of guilt for hurting someone,
People might think its easy to say sorry
but thats not the fact
We all are humans, and we all have feelings
Everyone will make mistake at some point of time
but understand in what circustance the other person is in
Forgive the person for happy begining or ending depending on you

You are my dream...........

You are the one whom I have dreamt of for my entire life
the one who can complete me
who can share love and care me more than anyone or anything else
my dreams for you has never vanished
I have dreamt of you and you have fulfilled my dreams
You are my angel came to the earth specially for me
Its like a dream come true only for me
I found you and I'm lucky to have you in my life

Plz forgive me..........

I'm sorry for what I did,
Please forgive me for my mistake,
I'm asking you from the core of my heart,
Every person in his life will have a bad time,
It's my bad time and I have deleted my account,
It all happened that day due to my unstable mind,
I dont want to miss any of my friends in my life,
Please realize the importance of the word sorry,
its not just a word, its the feeling of guilt for hurting someone,
All I can do now is to wait for you to forgive me,
I hope you will forgive me one day

Thigs to make life happy....

A small wish paired with luck
A small goal paired with efforts
A lover paired with trust and effection
A friend paired with love
A life paired with happiness
All these small things makes life happy.

You are my life.......

When I see you I feel very happy
When I'm with you the only words that I can say is I Love You
When you are away I miss you
I cannot express my feeling for you in words
I trust you and I care you
You are my world and you are my life
I'm living in this world only for you

Please don't leave me alone.......

How can I avoid you in my life
You have occuppied a place in my heart
Why did you come my way, if you have no intensions to be my friend
Have I ever asked you to enter my life
I was happy before and once you entered my life, I was more happier
You have taught me what is friendship
but you never told me how to live without it
you left me without any reason
You might think that you have showed me the way of happiness
but you left hurted which cannot be healed
I was very unhappy with your decision to leave me
you have not left me any option other than crying myself
I'm just living in your dreams hoping that you will get back to me one day.

Its just a stupid life....

Many people say its a beautiful life
but I haven't found any beauty in my life
I just call its just a stupid life
people say the beauty depends upon the way you analyse your life
but I don't agree to this theory
I'm sure that most of us or around us will be having problems
There are many people sufferring for many reasons
do we ever care for them instead we will try to escape from such situations
Our beloved ones will die infront of us
we cannot do anything other than crying ourself
we wanted to do many things in life
but we are restricted to do so
we all are humans and everyone will be having the same blood
but people are differentiated by caste or religion or financial status
many people die infront of us due to hunger
but we won't even look at them
we are ready to kill people to survive ourself
we all are selfish people living in this selfish world

A friend in need is a friend in deed......

I'm just trying to avoid you in my life, as you wanted it
but the love you have showed me doesn't allow me to do that
we have been talking eachother open heartedly
we have shared our happiness and sadness
I have been happy with your friendship
you wanted to leave all your friends as someone broke your trust
It doesn't mean everyone you have trusted will break your heart
please don't avoid your friends like this
at this point of time, you require a friend with whom you can share your feelings
leaving everyone and staying alone will not cure you forever
I'm just concerned about your happiness in your life
I don't mind if you break our friendship or avoid me or scold me
but I would request you not break your friendship with your best buddies
Only your friends can cure you and make you comfort in your life
Please try to understand the importance of a friend in your life and act accordingly

Please don't kill our friendship...........

I have just requested to sustain our friendship
I don't know what happen, suddenly you started avoiding me
but still I have tried to console you
you ignored me completely
I have apologized you and begged you for our friendship
you didn't care for me and didn't listen to what I said
You just wanted our friendship to die and remove the closeness between us
I fought aginst you to keep our friendship alive
but you killed me in your life as I'm irritating you
I thought you liked my friendship
but never thought that you will leave me alone like this :(

my feelings in this stupid life.......

Closing my eyes most of the time to cover my sufferring
I'm wearing a smile to hide my pain
Time moves very slow when we wanted it to move fast
I'm addicted to internet, now finding difficult to avid
I became close to my friends, now its hard to remove that closeness
Everyone says it's beautiful life but I never found any beauty in my life
I feel its a stupid life without love in any relation
I just feel its a stupid life without any happiness

My life doesn't deserve to be happy........

I'm living in my dreams without any hopes
I'm living in this world with my body present and mind absent
This world has made my heart into tiny pieces which will never be fixed
I though I will find happiness at some point of time
but I realised that I doesn't deserve happiness for this life
I guess someone will be happy watching me crying
and he wants to make sure that I will never be happy
I'm living in this world as I dont have anyother option

Mistakes of my life.........

I felt all my friends are happy with my friendship
but that's not true
I'm forcing them to be happy
I'm irritating them by calling them to meet everyone
I'm irritating them on their birthdays by wishing them
I guess people like to have their freedom
I have to change my views of life
I though I should call everyone and stay in touch
I thought everyone should maintain their friendship by meeting atlease once a month
I'm proved to be wrong..as I'm loosing my friends with this kind of mentality
I'm trying to share love in our relation and be friendly
I guess they are not in a position to take it as they are filled with love
and my love is overflowing and its irritating them
I promise myself that I will never disturb any of my friends
Atlease I will try so by keeping myself busy :(

Please forgive me

If I make any mistake plz correct me
If I irritate plz tell me straigh on my face
I don't know how to talk, please teach me
Please forgive me if I commit any sins without my knowledge
Each and every person in my life is important for me
Please don't leave me alone in this world
I'm making all the efforts to make my friendship alive
but still people are leaving me
If you face any difficulty in my friendship just tell me
I will try to improve, but dont walk away from my life :(

Inception of love....

It all started when I was dreaming of you
while recollecting the stages of our life
I have been watching you since my childhood
You played a lot with me when we were kids
As we grew up, you started sharing everything with me
we were just like more then best friends
I didn't realize your importance when you are with me
I'm realising your importance in my life when you are away
I'm missing you, I haven't felt so in my entire life for anyone
I'm missing you as I have started loving you
I have not realised that love is the bonding that exists between us
Now, I just want to express my love saying "I Love You"

plz stay away from me girls

At times people ask me "what is ur opinion on girls why do you stay away from them" then I said :

I feel like girls are natural beauty
they attract everyone with their beauty
they are like complex numbers but I'm not good at complex numbers
they are sweet but I'm elergic to sweets
they are good at expressing with their faces
but I have not studies face reading subject
they can play games with heart very well
but I'm weak hearted already had broken it once
they are very emotional but I don't know how to deal with emotions
I respect girls but cannot sacrifice this beautiful life
I always say every girl only onething.
I want to enjoy this life stay away from me :D

Please getback to me

You entered into my life and showed me the meaning of friendship
showed me the way of hapiness and built a strong relation
showed me heaven in your friendship
showed me how to live in this world
Built confidence within me
You filled a gap in my life
you have shared all the love
All of a sudden you left me alone
You said for my happiness you left me
but you didnt realize that you took away my happiness by leaving me alone
the filled gap became empty
there is noone to share love
I lost all my confidence
I dont know how to live in this world without you
I feel like I'm in hell in your absence
Now my life is full of sorrow thinking about you
There is no meaning of my life without you
Please getback to me and provide me the comfort that you have provided me before
I will sacrifice anything and everything for you
I would have been happy if you have killed me rather than leaving me alone.

Plz leave me alone............

Oh my love why did you come to my life and why did you break my heart
Once you broke my heart somehow I recovered a bit
but if the same thing happens to me again I'm afraid I will die
I'm not concerned about my death but for the pople who depend on me
I'm trying to get away from you to care my family and friends
but you are tempting me to fall in love again
still I'm avoiding you sufferring myself
I too want to love but my lifestyle and priciples doesn't allow me to do so
I dont want to cross my border for love this time
instead I'm ready to sacrifise my heart and myself for family and friends
Plz leave me alone and let me live my life

Evo chinni kalalu

Eno bhavalu kuduta padani manasu
Em kavalo tanake telusu evari mata vinadu e vayasu
Eneno kalalu enneno asalu enneno snehalu
Prema tapa vere lokam erugani e bandham
Chivaraki korukunedi andari santosham

Love me....

Love me the way you love me,
Hate me the way you hate me,
There should not be any hide and seek between us,
My feelings for you are true and endless,
I have been and I will be loving you always,
You are my world,
I'm ready to face any kind of situate to secure my world,
We are here to show the world meaning of true love,
The love which can't be measured,
we are born for eachother,
Noone can seperate us from each other.