My life doesn't deserve to be happy........

I'm living in my dreams without any hopes
I'm living in this world with my body present and mind absent
This world has made my heart into tiny pieces which will never be fixed
I though I will find happiness at some point of time
but I realised that I doesn't deserve happiness for this life
I guess someone will be happy watching me crying
and he wants to make sure that I will never be happy
I'm living in this world as I dont have anyother option

Mistakes of my life.........

I felt all my friends are happy with my friendship
but that's not true
I'm forcing them to be happy
I'm irritating them by calling them to meet everyone
I'm irritating them on their birthdays by wishing them
I guess people like to have their freedom
I have to change my views of life
I though I should call everyone and stay in touch
I thought everyone should maintain their friendship by meeting atlease once a month
I'm proved to be wrong..as I'm loosing my friends with this kind of mentality
I'm trying to share love in our relation and be friendly
I guess they are not in a position to take it as they are filled with love
and my love is overflowing and its irritating them
I promise myself that I will never disturb any of my friends
Atlease I will try so by keeping myself busy :(

Please forgive me

If I make any mistake plz correct me
If I irritate plz tell me straigh on my face
I don't know how to talk, please teach me
Please forgive me if I commit any sins without my knowledge
Each and every person in my life is important for me
Please don't leave me alone in this world
I'm making all the efforts to make my friendship alive
but still people are leaving me
If you face any difficulty in my friendship just tell me
I will try to improve, but dont walk away from my life :(

Inception of love....

It all started when I was dreaming of you
while recollecting the stages of our life
I have been watching you since my childhood
You played a lot with me when we were kids
As we grew up, you started sharing everything with me
we were just like more then best friends
I didn't realize your importance when you are with me
I'm realising your importance in my life when you are away
I'm missing you, I haven't felt so in my entire life for anyone
I'm missing you as I have started loving you
I have not realised that love is the bonding that exists between us
Now, I just want to express my love saying "I Love You"

plz stay away from me girls

At times people ask me "what is ur opinion on girls why do you stay away from them" then I said :

I feel like girls are natural beauty
they attract everyone with their beauty
they are like complex numbers but I'm not good at complex numbers
they are sweet but I'm elergic to sweets
they are good at expressing with their faces
but I have not studies face reading subject
they can play games with heart very well
but I'm weak hearted already had broken it once
they are very emotional but I don't know how to deal with emotions
I respect girls but cannot sacrifice this beautiful life
I always say every girl only onething.
I want to enjoy this life stay away from me :D

Please getback to me

You entered into my life and showed me the meaning of friendship
showed me the way of hapiness and built a strong relation
showed me heaven in your friendship
showed me how to live in this world
Built confidence within me
You filled a gap in my life
you have shared all the love
All of a sudden you left me alone
You said for my happiness you left me
but you didnt realize that you took away my happiness by leaving me alone
the filled gap became empty
there is noone to share love
I lost all my confidence
I dont know how to live in this world without you
I feel like I'm in hell in your absence
Now my life is full of sorrow thinking about you
There is no meaning of my life without you
Please getback to me and provide me the comfort that you have provided me before
I will sacrifice anything and everything for you
I would have been happy if you have killed me rather than leaving me alone.

Plz leave me alone............

Oh my love why did you come to my life and why did you break my heart
Once you broke my heart somehow I recovered a bit
but if the same thing happens to me again I'm afraid I will die
I'm not concerned about my death but for the pople who depend on me
I'm trying to get away from you to care my family and friends
but you are tempting me to fall in love again
still I'm avoiding you sufferring myself
I too want to love but my lifestyle and priciples doesn't allow me to do so
I dont want to cross my border for love this time
instead I'm ready to sacrifise my heart and myself for family and friends
Plz leave me alone and let me live my life

Evo chinni kalalu

Eno bhavalu kuduta padani manasu
Em kavalo tanake telusu evari mata vinadu e vayasu
Eneno kalalu enneno asalu enneno snehalu
Prema tapa vere lokam erugani e bandham
Chivaraki korukunedi andari santosham